I am shocked

Hi, my name is shaun.

Hi..*wave*.

Hi.. my name is….*SHAUN*

Hahas. :> Well. today’s been a relatively good day. made contact with one of my long-lost “acquaintance” lmao!!
She changed alot i guess? ( although we both agreed that we did not talked to each other before )
But well shes funny in some ways! had a mild laugh while smsing her , my mum thought i am crazy to laugh at a phone -___-
And we happened to talk on a topic saying that everyone changes. become ahbeng and ahlian, and i said.
Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai ( Guys not bad, women don’t like ) *translate into chinese literally*
And she replied.”Hello… Now is what year already, everybody is aiming good guys”
Frankly speaking im shocked at this sentence. as i felt that. practically. many girls are going for “bad” guys.(As far as my 18 years of life of experiences shows)
I am not saying that I would deliberately be a “bad” guy just to have girls woo’ing me, but as a matter of fact, Most of the couples i seen nowadays on the street are like
so “Gangsterisms”.. maybe out of 10, you can only find two teens that are like normal, neutral couple ( no ahlian,ahbeng. )
Thus im shocked at what she said , kept me pondered for a few minutes.

Well.. anyways! today after school , went alone all the way to commonwealth. To do what? If you may ask.. To actually send one of my computer component to repair.. 1stly I went to the wrong direction -__-. I walked the opposite direction and got led all the way to “new town primary school” instead of “old new town primary school” . Anyways cut it short, when i reached there. was asked to wait for awhile as the guy is out buying lunch. sat there waiting. soon later the guy came back. His really a funny guy. The first customer service that i encountered that treat you like his friend! LOL!. He charged me 300dollar for a onboard speaker( obviously a joke ) LOL.. and i met one of the famous O’Cing professional guy there, shook hand with him. hahas!
Went off and then off to hgm alone to eat.. *Sigh I am so lonely* >:[ .
Nothing much to talk about didn’t want to make my post too lengthy. as previous one seems to be too lengthy.. hmmm.. well.. I guess I should stop here? yeah.
Oh yeah. ashton’s been doing fine nowadays! finishing up at least 95% of the food on the plate, hope that he will pick up with size too then i can at least boast abit of him !! hahahahs!
Alright tune in next time ! (:

I felt inferior

PACK OF LIES AGAIN!

YEAH LIES AND MORE LIES! WHAT THE GOD DAMN HELL , WHEN ARE YOU SATISFIED LYING TO ME??
FREAKING HELL, I HATE LIES AND I HATE LIARS EVEN MORE LIKE YOU! geez.
TO JUST TAKE A FREAKING GOD DAMN ITEM , I HAVE TO ENDURE SO MANY F***’ING THINGS. AND YOUR SCHEDULE BUSY LIKE FA**ED? WITH P*R*N*S?
MORE LIKE WITH FR***DS!! BLOODY HELL TO THINK THAT I BELIEVED YOUR WORDS!!
THIS IS IT, LIAR!

Okay felt so shiok after typing it all out :S
Today actually wanted to post my title as *My weird dream* but something like this happened , so bloody hell, it’s like. I don’t even know her(okay actually i do) and shes like lying to me. What the hell man.
Anyway i shall do my post today about my weird dream.

First of all
DISCLAIMER :
STORY BELOW HAS BEEN CONSTRUCTED BASED ON MY BRAIN CELLS AND FROM MEMORIES AS MUCH AS I REMEMBERED FROM MY DREAM, ANY NAME OR PLACES THAT MATCHES ARE JUST PURELY COINCIDENCE AND ARE OF NO RELATION TO THE REAL REALITY, IF YOU DECIDED TO ASSUME THAT IT IS YOU THEN BLAME NO ONE BUT YOU.

Okay As i were asleep last night, I fell into a dream a weird dream yes!!! In this dream I had a girlfriend called S. In the dream she was constructed that shes the best girlfriend to me. Like ” ahh.. i think shes the best” that kinda thoughts and we were really enjoying our times together ( in the dream ) . And one day we had a huge quarrel ( I forgot what over it ), and we broke up.. then time flew, in the dream 1 day is like a second, and without realising about 1 year has passed, though we have alreadly broke off we kept in close contact until later…
One day when i was surfing the internet. Facebook the ultimate source for stalkers to hunt their information about anything they want as long as their target has a facebook and is rather active at it.
I happened to chance upon her change in the “relationship status” It became from single to attached. At that moment I felt. “WtF!?” I went on further to think that she was not joking, She really had a boyfriend which happened to be her bestfriend’s EX-boyfriend. Called M. I knew him personally too as were from the same secondary school ( in the dream ).
And the dream sorta jumped a little. ( like the scene got cutted ) I sorta find myself in a fruit store! with my mom! shes buying some fruits, and while i was just looking around. I saw S! in the fruit store too , She’s in a white blouse, and hot short dress-skirt , just right opposite her is her boyfriend M. At that time. the “me” went heart wrenching, started to go crazy. and decided to run off when “me” and S made eye contact. “me” ran and ran and ran like it was nothing. and the scene jumped again.
Now its with my godma. I rmbed that “me” was telling what he had saw at the fruit store and godma is consoling him by saying..”Aiya.. get over it.. Girls like that ain’t worth your love or anything.” Then the “me” went on saying.. “yup.. only godma is the besttt(eww sounded mushy when i woke up)” then we somehow landed up in a house. we are actually the guest of the house. We were welcomed by a friend of mine. Hes called “J Y”(he used to be S’s boyf before me) he looks much fatter/younger than he’s supposed to be. Nonetheless he welcomed us.
And Poof. the dream is gone.

Reality : ( no more of a dream )
I woke up. Heart beating Very very very fast, As everything happened so fast. My tears dropped as i am still able to feel the pain in me when im inside the dream. the sight of S and M being together are totally heart wrenching, As i fell too deep it was of too much shock for me to handle this. My tears uncontrollably starts rolling off my cheek, and im laughing faintly at myself for being so stupid to have this dream instead of happy dreams, at the same time I felt relieved

Soon after that, i rised from my bed. prepared for school and went off. Didn’t thought much of it. but just planning to post all these out as i find that its very memorable dream i had. and one day if i were to view back all my logs. it would be the one good laugh i will ever have during my teen’s life. (: .. cheers guys! I felt satisfied writing this short story out..

School starts.

Wassup folks……..
New school terms = everything’s new. school life, schedule, time table, everything’s gonna change.
Something’s not gonna change for sure, what isit? friends lor. those kakias. never fail to joke onezx
Featuring this members, Ah yuan, Yongxiang, Elson, shan jie, last but not the least naijin.
Everytime i reach school, first thing i will do is take a look at yuan, because thats just a habit alreadly. damn it.
And next i will tease him ( even though hes my senior in terms of age)
Ahh next, if naijin’s here, he will join in, make more fun and laugh laugh laugh.
When we are at our school canteen, our favourite hobby would most likely be activate our ladies sensor.
Hahahahaaaaaaaaaassss Elson and yongxiang, epic radar.. As individuals had their own taste, we enjoyed the view to ourself,
Okay sometimes i do tell them when i saw one, and theres just this once(during year 2009),
I went forward to a girl for her number(due to my own attitude and peer pressureess ), you guys should know who is she alreadly by now
Can’t say the name here, later she come and shoot me
Awwww to say the truth, not the pretty kind, just the cute kind
and shes a lil bit bah-bah. ( Noted i wrote a lil bit, not a lot (: )

Okay, nothing much between me and her, just friends jor

Next up, holidays! guess what, finally had time to work and really had fun working.. why?
Last time, during holidays, time were being made for my ex, Even though she might not be aware of it but
Just couldn’t find the mood to work whenever shes complaining that shes bored
See im a good boy , hence working at Nippon-** ended soon after a month, and the rest of my time were meant for her.
Anyways, this holiday that just passed, being working at grill-out
Been arranged to work at orchard central’s branch. When i first reported for work, was kinda worried that I might just not be able to
do as much work, but huuzaah~ tons of work waiting for me LOL. although working part time, it was quite fun working there. learnt quite a few stuffs.
The staffs there are also pretty friendly, and theres 2 girls who are of my age, kinda able to clique well with them i guess? although im always silence when doing my work
Very friendly and interactive, what else!?
Well well, oh yeah, this job is being recommended by R, who then introduce me to J , the “manager” of the grill out branch ( i guess ) ?
Had a short interview, was told to work 2 days after, happy!
Well, soon after 20 days passed, it was really fast. and holiday’s coming to a end. yeap!
Im pretty sure this is the first holiday that i didn’t regretted spending time on..
Despite going out with friends lesser, but at least theres some income for me (:
Anyways theres this two fella that has not been contacting me for like ages, would like to page out for them HERE
Shall drop their blog link, shouldn’t i?

Featuring SHARLENE WONG
And next LYDIA SIM

This two fella, very busy always never talk to me one jor.
(okay la actually im quite busy with work too )
Lydia- Sorry for recent’s short replies, kinda busy don’t get too upset with whatever which made you seems as though i am angry or whatever k!
Sharlene – Sorry couldn’t have the time for the punggol nasi lemak with you and lydia during the holidays as when we have long planned for! which we shall make it a go next time

School is really going to get busy now i guess, but will hang on, well thats all for now. Meanwhile, pictures will not be presentable, until i solve my Pimple invasion on my face(its getting a lil outta control recently )
Not taking much of hamsters too as my camera seems to be failing my eye’s standard
Stay tune alright folks! don’t lose your patience, wait, you will be awarded!

Regards,
Shaun.K

For me.

Working. hamster life. Gunpla-ing life.
Oh. Gun-pla, yes my recent hobby. went to the measures of sanding. v. light detailing of them.
Although it might not be those where you will find it WOW. or felt that theres any difference. but well. something new to me. I learn and stuff.

Speak of working. quite a funny job, what i do is. Wrap potatoes, cut vegetables, stir fry sometimes and also to cut my fingers.

I can do something as stupid as, while im washing the knife. I sliced my finger -__-??
Like how could i even do that? I gotta be some prodigy at cutting myself.. so far from work,have alreadly cutted myself 3 times. wonderful. soon all my fingers will be plasters!! *awe*

one of my workmate told me that she’s even worse, she got cutted not from knifes, but from chicken fingernails! LOL.. How awesome is that -__-..

Ahh.. well… supposingly to be watching a movie with shuting and her friends (on and on and on )
Ending up!!
Its only me and shuting -__- Shes telling me her friend is like this and that then want to this and that and turns out in the end they wanted that so and that (goes on and on …..)
End up, shuting pekcek, and just told her friend that its okay i am just going to the movie, full stop. lolz.
Alright initially was great. Movie!
But. whats next? turn up when we met, she told me that she doesn’t want to watch a timing around 6ish.. whereby i released work at 5 -__-, and i didn’t wanted to watch the professorrrr something.. so end up didn’t managed to watch any movie -___-. shrugs. Wanted to watch that lovely bones as it seems nice.. but she doesn’t want to due to her time schedule -__-.
Felt a little irritated but oh well.. Went around 313. walkwalk, she bought a jacket or so it seems, while im just tagging behind her .___.
sooner or later blahblah split up and went home. rest sleep zxZxz

K GHAYME NOW! CHAOS OUT HOMEFAGS!

A letter for bitches.

If your going to bark, do it on a leash with a spray.
Don’t let your bitches run wild and bark like nobody business.
Don’t let them commit crimes as they would just scoot off because they are simply bitches.
Don’t let their arrogant attitude takes over you , cause they are a bitch.
Logic doesn’t work for them, Shouting does.
They don’t think, they got no brains as they are bitches.
What you need to pwn them is simply. you as a human diginity and logic,
and lastly, your fierce tone of attitude towards such bitches.
These bitches deserves no respect from me anymore, at the least.

Say it again.

Hi, working working working! Never say die! orgasm! <<< been using that few phrase for rounds recently, its getting a trend in me alreadly.
Work work work!
Will be working from 15mar onwards and hopefully all d way till 29 march at Orchard central/ Clark quey most likely.
Hunt me there

"Say it again, for me.
cause i love the way it feels when you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind"

Thinking about you, makes my mind goes high and low! Should i regret ever since the day i Reach'ed out to you ?

Anime.
bakemonogatari. ep 1 Progressing now.

Say it again, say it again, when you tell me your in love with me

Ps; and she might be too dumb to even realise what is that for
If she realised, then i shall take back my words and said She’s got slightly smarter than before.

Thanks , Bye

Shaun

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Supsupsupsup.

Recent’s emo post, fook it.

Exams exams exams , test test test, case study.
They are coming to a end soon, soon soon.. soon soon.. I can go berserk, hang out, flirt, whatever you says that fits me. yeah, your call.
Scheduled so far, first 4 days = chalet. craziness, think i can go for some hawt party by then. meeting up with bixin jie *She treating me!!* ( SHE promised so )
Eh what else? remind me plox.

Wc3′s addiction, Ltd, warlocks, Eclipse , other chapalang game. cool shit.
Some part of the wordpress profile is getting rusty needa change it soon.
Anyways, midnight as of now. crap , going high with a can of Gassy juice. ( coke )
Chatting with friends, going crazy. Yeap. Nothing I just like it,

People out there, I just felt like saying, .___. nah nvm.
anyway, Its time. vampire bund, *akira kunnnnnz*
Laters.
Signing off

I am following the beats, pom, pom pom.

PS; Pardon the crappy grammar,vocabulary. I suck.

BAD Facts about me

Hi, Been doing reflection today!
whenever this requirement are met :
on the bus to school,
Or
on the bus back home,
&
silence moment.

What reflection you may say? Of course, about my character and personality towards, Boy-Girl-Relationship, A.k.a BGR.
Lets do it in point form aye? I am tired of long essay today.

Below are the actions that i did and recalled during today’s reflection

1. I get jealous easily whenever guys i am not familiar with talks to my girlfriend, I tends to put the anger on my girlfriend, and kept pestering her asking who is that guy

2. I get angry easily over small stuffs, to the extent that i will ignore my girlfriend’s call/msgs for hours.

3. I always need the girl to give in to me as i have a suck-up attitude which always think i-am-not-wrong

4. Whenever I went out with my girlfriend, and i get angry over small stuff ( yes again ) , I would just walk off, leaving her alone, and she have to pull me back and coax me.

5. I thrice but not once, slammed de door to my girlfriend as i am very pissed off ( I forgotten the reason but, hell yeah i did that )

6. I did childish things like giving my girlfriend back all the things she gave me as presents when we are near to broke up.

7. I said to her to throw the rings away, as claimed we have nothing more left.

8. I took her for granted, pushing her away, knowingly she would come back.

9. I “forced” her to go out with me despite she’s having her compeition that day.

10. I got angry because she wanted to go out with her friends but not me.

11. She lied to her friends for saying that her mum is cooking so she gotta go home and eat, but actually to go home with me, Yet i said I felt neglected, which made her cry.

12. Because of my stubborn-big-guy-attitude, I broke her heart.

Reflections I did today

So people who realised that I am a good person, BUT actually i am not a good guy at all after summing all of this up, infact a jerkass at it. Many might questioned why is “he”(shaunkhoo) posting this?? For attention seeking? or what?

No sadly, I guess its my free rights to write what i want in this diary as long as its not breaking the law~~ I just wrote it , to remind myself. I am such a person.

so sorry for the doings

Happy birthday, Felicia.T (:

As topic stated, its finally where this “baby” aged a year older.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! felicia toh

Aren’t you feeling happy that i called you by phone instead of sms/facebookmsg?
hahas! I figured that i might as well go to your house door to wish you a happy birthday, if that may seems better! LOL but i guess, its rather inconvenient, so idea dropped!

Well , lets talk about the past aye? Felicia Toh, a junior of mine. Used to be in the band, And when she just joined band and i was sec 2, I am incharged of teaching her.. She was wearing a specs which made me glance at it most of the time, as it seems so funny( I think its a little tilted ) which makes her face look very blurr. oh well =X If she saw this, ima gonna be so eating #@$#@@
hahahas, The only time i rmb’ed was yeah. Teaching her tenor saxophone when im a alto saxophone! but fingerings only!
ALL my seniors chaokeng that time! throw me alone to teach the juniors!
Well of course, im a good junior, fulfilled my duties to make sure we do not get our ass wiped!
Teaching felicia was a rather easy job, I have to show her once, twice and the 3rd time she would get it. (for the fingerings), and shes like.. “hmm ” “orh orh.. okay.” It was so funny! but i can’t laugh alright!! im a senior

After that many year pass’ed, many things happened in band, like people leaving band and stuffs. but well
Juniors are still my juniors
Seniors are still my seniors
Respect are both paid, even though they might not be in the band now and everything.
They are what that makes my life fulfilled to just a lil bit more to the brim.

Irregardless of what, Happy moments / sad moments are all inside. Thank you Band

Lastly, Enjoy your birthday Felicia Toh